I’ve been pretty raw and honest on here..
Not to seek pity but if I can share about my highs, I should equally share about the lows too..
I’m not here to create a false impression about life and claim I’m the creator of conviviality, even if it’s a huge part of my career…
However the last 3 months have been a struggle upon struggle of challenges from all sides of life, mostly by people who used to claim they care about me..
I currently find myself struggling to breathe or even wanna move at times..
I’m not saying I’m quitting or I want to be consumed by these feelings…
I’m just exhausted.
Tired of people hurting me.
Tired of selfish humans.
Tired of being disregarded.
I just want to breathe for a moment and have clarity about my next move.
I feel I’ve been pressed from every side and corner and it just gets too much at times..
I don’t know why this is happening or what the reasons are… but all I’m asking right now is “Universe, give me a damn break!!”
I know this is the path to so much bigger, but I hope the bigger will eventually reveal itself…